Back in 2012 I stayed in my house for 10 months straight apart from going to school. That was a very bad time for me and I was in a horrible place that I never want to be in again. I’ve got so much better since then and I’m glad. I worry like mad, for me it’s really bad and nothing can distract me from it but I just don’t wanna get in that situation again. I’ve only just started being able to ask for a bus ticket or order myself food outside. If someone tells you that you can do something when you can’t, don’t do it. Do the thing that makes your life easier and one day you WILL overcome the things you feel that you can’t do.